Madeleine

I gave up coffee and cigarettes
I hate to say it hasn't helped me yet
I thought my problems would just disappear
And all my pain would be in yesterday
I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain
And watch my bad habits get flushed away
I thought that would keep my head on straight
And all my pain would be in yesterday
But it's true I'm still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit you

började tjura så fort jag satte foten i mitt rum. frustration och ilska. ibland hjälper tårar och fyra timmars tv tittande. nu har jag nackspärr. min dag idag